Prevacation Nerves

So nerves, scared and excited at the same time. Oh boy having been on vacation with my husband to our home, town since we been married eight years. I have a very few distance family there so i will be spending time with his. So excited to be going because this time of the year for a week is carnival. The kids and myself will enjoy the music and the festivities. Nerves because i haven't seen them in 11yrs and i just visit for a hour or two. Now i will be actually staying in their house and looking in their face everyday. Scared because am walking in to a place were my husband has a lot of history. When people know we got married it was a big talk about why me. He very proud or like to show me off. So he let everyone know his wife and children is coming. I am such a over thinker. I put to much thought in what our people say or do. Since i know i am not the one they chose for their child, everything they do, say or not do i will over analyse it. I always want to make everything right but i husband is the opposite. If he feel my uneasiness or see my undecided he will make them know how i am feeling. He does a lot for them so i don't want them to pretend so they wouldn't be cut off from him. I come to relax and enjoy the time with my family i don't want to scared. I think i better take a lot of antacid with me.